PEACE OUT.

2010-04-09T04:58:00.001+10:00

MOVED TO :

http://ttsgr8.tumblr.com

i finally remembered the password to this blog so i can post it up! haha.

goodnight, and goodbye.

2009-09-17T23:53:00.002+10:00

HI,

its been long, many things happen (:

in the middle of prelims now weehee NOT happy at all

absolutely hate it right now but i guess after this i can fly!

2009-07-05T02:38:00.008+10:00

Do you know what's worth fighting for
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take you breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weight out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Does someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and i

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and i

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and i

As naval customs evolved 21 volleys came to be fired for heads of state, with the number decreasing with the rank of the recipient of the honour. Multiples of 21-gun salutes may be fired for particularly important celebrations.

21 Guns is actually a salute,military firing for honour.

stuck in my head, wads even better is its part of transformers soundtrack, awesomeness.

i can do lit on songs i swear.

2009-07-05T02:27:00.002+10:00

this song angel, is damn good, swear.

this one is just heart warmingly wonderful.

they are truly great,

"cant get enough of you."

2009-07-04T16:13:00.003+10:00

FUCK BABIES. omg, blogger is a joke,

today spells B-A-D day.

2009-07-04T16:12:00.001+10:00

WOW I CANT EXPRESS HOW PISSED I AM AT BLOGGER!! FUCK!!

2009-07-04T16:11:00.000+10:00

fuck blogger k seriously why cant i upload pictures kNNB

2009-06-29T23:03:00.001+10:00

THANK YOU.

for everything's worth

2009-05-31T23:07:00.014+10:00

been so long since i blogged heh

random pics off my phone hahhh so happyyy i changed it but still

i swear ah i am jus too quick so much so that every phone lags HAHAH

THANK YOU JOHANNA FOR THE HAPPIEST BREAKFAST EVERR!!!!

so freaking cute right,

i swear ah i didnt even bare to eat the apple, i ate everything like the sides,

then left the apple.

and i left the apple for 2 periods before i finally ate it because, food ah. i cannot resist :D

ANYWAY THANKS LOVELY GIRLS FOR THE WONDERFUL SEASON.

WE ARE THE CHAMPIONSSSSS,

missing some people hahah during filming day hehhhh

the tsd room is wonderful i swear, we make full use of facilities unlike the tsd people who dun camwhore at all in the room, so wasted right

i think right they should donate the room to us,

so its the new hockey room and i swear we totally make full use of it, sleeping on the sofa la,

shifting the box and everything even the props.

heh

although we didnt start on the best footing or play our best for every game,

we didnt let ourselves down.

and the end result was sweet.

thank you so much for all the encouragement, inspiration, motivation, and those crazy moments.

its been a great journey, and definitely a good end.

love u all to bits, AH LIANS :D

and my favourite best pal who came to support vj HEH.

and brought me donuts haha,

thanks for always being thereeee :D

TO secret A whose name i shall not reveal hah

thank you secret A for being such a pain in the ass :D hahah kidding la.

for sleeping in class and snoring out loud+droooling and being so ugly,

being such a great pal (with free sms but refusing to message me KNN)

I LOVE YOUUU HAH

and i want to complain this two cups of identical ice lemon tea from delifrance parkway.

one cup came warm, the other one with ice cubes and its cold.

why ah?

traumatising couple HAHAHAH.

the terrorist najib hahah, :D

and my older sister clarice, hHAHA the irony mans.

why am i so small?!!

my mummmyyyy who is being temp maid now because my maid went on holiday hahah

and yujie's face i HAVE TO POST.

its another one of her I AM SO CHIOOBUZXZX pose. hah,

sometimes i wish we were all young again.

look how happy we all can be??

right now,

when things get complicated and everybody starts having a wicked mind.

but then again, we all grow up :)

and im happy, just the way i am.

and u should be too.

thank you for everything that has happened.

2009-05-16T19:57:00.005+10:00

LOOK AT ESTEE"S FACE HERE ^

it spells LIAN ttm. >:)

GO TEAM GO.

2009-05-16T19:37:00.003+10:00

THE FAVOURTIE PEOPLE EVER, crumps.

minus the dearest jamie who is WHERE OMG.

hahah,

meet up soon peeps + with the gang omg its been 1000 years i swear, all MIA CHEEBAIZZXZ.

long time no see, hello blog.

wtf who flooded the tagboard seriously,

my sister is com hogging and my com is spoilt so i officially am offline.

hahah. plus all the hockeying, totally no time ttm.

well, at least the team's going strong :)

ONE MORE GIRLS LETS GOO!!!

the season's coming to an end, sadly,

if only we found the fire in us earlier, would have put up a better fight the whole season

but nonetheless.

with us like that, i'm sure we can go all the way.

WANT TO WIN NOTT!!! :D

and work wise, omg i've been brain frozen at vectors 1.

its like 1 month since i started doing work and i'm super wanted.

i swear like i got 3 teachers hunting for me so screwed.

hah after season its mugging time.

and another sad news,

nats shanghai is cancelled :(

its really sad, but i guess, nothing we can do right.

2009-04-22T00:34:00.002+10:00

the big bruise is killing me serious.

lets get well soon, hanweiiiii ):

nats is cancelled till 25 may,

honestly i'm quite sad.

after that we'll train everyday mon to fri till july.

oh my gawdness. and attendence taken into consideration.

i'm gonna have to be away for at least one week in june, japan.

howwwwwwwwwwwww.

i swear this is like sacrifice.

japan or shanghai, omg i want to cry.

if its like 3 days i can still smoke my way to tell him, 1 week eh he will chop me.

): and if i dun go shanghai i will be devastated.

depression ):

wad should i doooo, when both sides yet AGAIN dun fucking compromise.

wa damn pissed.

on a lighter note,nothing can take away how happy i am.

shit larzxzxzxz like mood swing sia.

2009-04-20T01:38:00.000+10:00

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched,they must be felt with the heart.

Helen Keller

2009-04-18T02:37:00.001+10:00

he is da bomb seriously.

acoustic, i jus melt swear.

get well soon hanwei, i love you.

and to every other struggling soul, hang on!!!!

2009-04-10T16:55:00.003+10:00

life been tiring and so sian,

and finally i find a day to rest. yay.

and come online, to check the over flowing mails. hahah

but still, its time i catch up with the friends, shall get my lazy ass sweeped off the chair soon to meet those fat shits. hah

hockey's been such a blast.

both teams bonding, i really enjoy myself.

although some occasional disappointments pop up every now and then,

i love the teammm :D

all for one yea.

ADIV SEASON. and shanghaii!!!! oh me gawd.

so much physical i'ma man.

well at least now i THINK i got enough sleep, which is great.

but come tmr, and the cycle continues.

more hockey and less time.

but at least, i make the extra time righttt :)

and we still got a long way to gooo.

2009-04-10T16:52:00.002+10:00

" YOUR ACTIONS WILL ALWAYS FOLLOW YOUR BELIEFS."

with season starting is like 3 days,we better buck up.

we can do itt VJ HOCKEY ALL THE WAY :D

2009-03-16T06:13:00.002+11:00

sitting here eating my instant noodles at this unearthly hour,

i'm suddenly reminded of my crescent days, and how much i miss it.

funny isnt it,

when i'm in there we all cant wait to get out, now, why am i even missing it.

remember the days we ran down the hill jus to catch the stupid 132,

and because of the traffic light, we'll always miss the bus, and be damn pissed.

hahah.

and the days we spent( and money) at cheers,

how we used to sit everywhere and anywhere jus to eat cup noodles,

in the hot sun, on the hot ground at very very wierd spots.

and we'll try and eat at the church and get scolded haha.

how we used to go down to town everyday and wave at people across roads.

then try and avoid the teachers spot checking on us,

its like town was ours.

where are the yellow people now???

and obviously not forgetting my beloved thomson in which i spent like 3/4 of the time rotten.

i swear we can walk around that place blindfolded and narrate the whole area spot on.

+++ the lovely company, i love and i miss SO VERY MUCH.

my pals, lets go out soon!quick be done with those exams!

now we all grow up,

no more instant noodles,

and no more running for the bus.

i would, definitely re-live it.

its the school holidays,

how is it so different from my crescent days when its packed with chillaxing days at central, and jus rotting everywhere.

now i got endless trainings, and busy friends ):

its depressing, sometimes,all the time.

2009-03-08T19:03:00.000+11:00

ASSHOLE.

U"RE NOT EVEN NICE TO BEGIN WITH.

WTF WAS I THINKING?!

2009-02-28T18:18:00.001+11:00

Once more you tell those lies to me,
Why can't you just be straight up with honesty?

2009-02-28T17:38:00.003+11:00

If you dont know where you're going,

how do you expect to get there?

hahah training finally cancelled todayy!!

omggg freedommm hahhah, need to find my buds.

heh, sighh whyy those polys all not free, make me like no friends.

sad life kkehh.

2009-02-26T15:25:00.002+11:00

good day! because im not in school!

been sick since god knows when and finally i can sleep properly seriously without having to worry about falling off the lecture chairs.

hahah but thinking about it. i think i got to hardcore mug. like next week start?

hHAH.

training too much is bad. but right its just the starting.

just bear with it!!!

maybe its the exams i duno?

and i lost my ezlink card, would the kind soul who found it be all so kind to return it to me.

sian know, my antique photo.

tomorrow cross country how sickening.maybe right i'll faint while running then seet will believe that i'm really sick.

on a lighter note. i got enough time to finish my assignments and revise a little today!

thats hopefully if i dun fall asleep.

been sian and boring lately. and i decided that i'm gonna do sth about the vj shirt design thing.

hah. and class politics ZZZ. i dun care am not involved and not interested seriously. its jus like few more months, politics wad shitttttt.

i should stop this dun careness right.

maybe be kaypoh for once,

...

i really cant be bothered to be kaypoh.

waste energy, waste time, waste brain cells.

i'm so loseerrrrr. BUT!

if there arent losers,where do winners emerge from.

HEHE. so right. losers are actually like heros.

omg wad am i talking about?!!!

fuckkkkk.

2009-02-22T13:42:00.002+11:00

its sunday morningggg, and im up so freaking early because my dad is crazy.

seriously he wants everyone up at 9am because its unhealthy wtf.

when sunday is like my only sleeping late day he has to deprive me of that,

i think right maybe thats why im so short, not enough sleep. shit.

trainigs been crazy lately,but oh wells, get over ittttt.

why is my post so boring.

so siannn , maybe should like quit school and enjoy life.

then right i'll make something more out of my life instead of having restrictions in school.

but yaaa useless thought,

im so no life i cant take it, my benjamin button is still unwatched!!!

++ he's just not into you and let the right one in.

oMGGG. and ct in march, howww siaaa.

maybe i should get some studying done now, but right, siann.

its 11am i jus rotted 2 hrs.

2009-02-21T04:15:00.003+11:00

dime si esa es la razòn?

is he faithful to her,

but she chose to be with him.

its getting late time to sleep cant blog haha.

training tmr, seriously i think i should quit right,

any comments HAH

2009-02-16T02:50:00.002+11:00

how am i supposed to produce 100% for everyone when i only got 100%.

aint got enough.

time and energy should be allowed as donation.

2009-02-10T02:39:00.001+11:00

i just need a pillar to hug and i'll be fine.

when life gets low, it just sinks deeper.

where is the hero?

2009-02-10T02:28:00.002+11:00

would you lie with me and just forget the world?

2009-02-09T02:44:00.003+11:00

For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, 'It might have been.'

- John Greenleaf Whittier

the quote of today is maybe hinting at something relavant finally. just maybe.

2009-02-09T02:05:00.001+11:00

a changed person you are,

because i was the feeling.

2009-02-06T02:47:00.003+11:00

tan lejos desde donde estes,

esa distancia nos ha dejado en mundos apartes.

ye te extraño.

y desearia que estuvieras aqui.

hahah omg too much spanish. :D

shall go type some other language like meleedish! HEHE.

kk i should jus shut up and die.

anywayss i think this band/ guy is damn good.

he's acoustic is :D YAYY seriously,

CANT STAND IT MELTS.

omg check out all at youtube!! I WANT HIS ALBUM WHY CANT HE LIKE HAVE ALBUM COVERS ACOUSTIC IN SPANISH I WILL TOTALLY KISS HIM.

and yujiee said there is cheap ipod ( SHALL not disclose details hEHHE,)

am so buying !!! and my guitarr !!

yet, i should study SIAN.

2009-02-05T01:29:00.001+11:00

Vales mas que tu bellesa
Es tiempo que alguien te enseño

2009-02-03T03:18:00.004+11:00

Mi corazon es para ti yo te espero.
te espero.

2009-02-02T03:11:00.001+11:00

sometimes i get so sad i cry and i dont know it.

today is part of sometimes.

2009-02-02T01:34:00.003+11:00

"Truth is not only violated by falsehood; it may be outraged by silence."

5 things i hate:

people lying to me

loved ones leaving me

people making use of others

thinking too much

regret

5 things i love:

being loved

my favourite peoples

sleeping

music

slacking. HAHA(random)

goodgame,goodtournament.

YUJIE I LOVE YOU CHEERR UPPP OKAYY :D

2009-01-31T03:00:00.001+11:00

The worst feeling you'll ever feel is sitting next to the person who means the world to you knowing that you mean nothing to them.

2009-01-26T03:15:00.004+11:00

"I think life's an irrational obsession. "

- Sean Penn

this,i would melt.

2009-01-25T00:11:00.008+11:00

what hurts the most,

is being so close.

having so much to say,

but watching you walk away.

sometimes a hug is good enough.

2009-01-24T03:11:00.002+11:00

when we get to heaven

some people will say

how we get to heaven

how we find our way

i reply with a little bit of anger

found my way as a crescent hockey player

living a life full of fun and danger

heeeeyyyy wad to say now

crescent hockey's on its way now

crescent hockey on its wwwwaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy now!

i am wrong team song wrong mood.

2009-01-22T01:25:00.002+11:00

jus when i thought u had a chance,

you blew it again.

how?

seriously ah, this life is tiring ttm.

am so sick of everything, its time i stop hockey.

probably maybe maybe not probably not.

2009-01-20T03:30:00.002+11:00

seeing them makes me so happy.

besides that its sad life in school. (exceptions aside)

its reallyreally depressing how some people treat others.

sometimes i wonder if i'm stupid.

seriously i am sad.

2009-01-09T00:03:00.001+11:00

eh seriously la i think my brain suffers from studying anorexia.

it refuses to take in any info please. hahah am so screwed up.

i would rather be studying bulimic because i get to puke out the knowledge onto my exam paper HAHAH!!!

kk seriously lame. sorry.

and jus for the record i do not suffer from a eating disorder at all.

like are u crazy. ZZZ.

2009-01-08T20:28:00.004+11:00

AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF I FINISHED ALL THE ECONS POSSIBLE IN less then one day hHEH.

how much i can remember and score is another prob :D

but i finished reading k neh sleep, accomplishment todally!

sostressedoutmotherfuckerrpapers.

knn. (*&^%$

hockey groupings are out, means its an indication to train hard!!

becauseeee seasooonnn isss startingggg, hehe want to win nottzxzxz ( hehe sarah and tasneem)

cheer up mandaaaa and hannwweeeiii

i'm sure we will work miracles although not studying for rpapers still manage to pass, HAHA

because we are too gooddd for anyythinggg, :D:D kkk i duno wads got into me.

i got diarrhoea. sianzxz. lets get an mc for tmr rpapers :D

been thinking alot lately maybe i should drop lit (option 1)

because right there is 5 nabei books to read eh and i cant even read finish 1 (great ex) for my bloody promos how to finish 5 a few times each for my alevels siaaa.

its like digging my own grave fuck.

but on the lighter note, lit can bullshit and still make it.

buttttt ur level of bullshitting is the grade u get, and i think the most i can is like lets see B? or like A actually IFFF i want to cheong and be white hair HAHAH.

(option2)

i can drop history, totally makes me less stress x 10010232342354293489081230

because content is WOOSH OVA. so little international niazxzxzz.

kk shall not crap but seriously content load will be SO much lesser, will have breathing space. BUTTTTZX history is consperm can score as in like u get the format right jus copy paste and be brainless.

however, loads of memory work. and melody does not have enough cells for that.

buttt i think if i really want to i can squeeze this big fat story bk into my little pea brain.

jus for a while.

right now, i haven masta the format thats why ma fucked up rpaper history is gonna be like another flop.

seriously someone transplant a scholar brain to me, i slack like damn alot cant take it at this rate am gonna screw myself upside down for alevels and be a loser.

school's starting 2009 is FINALLY feeling like its starting, alevels coming, white hair growing. (actually not la because i so slack still white hair is damn damn sad)

but yea with school starting it jus means one thing. studying and stop slacking.

DAMN I HATE TO HEAR THAT.

i love to slack. shall sleep now.

hahah nah jus kidding. i got econs ZZZZ

2009-01-06T02:22:00.002+11:00

hello blog long time no see.

meet my lian friend eStEeeZzXzx

this is so evidence omg.

estee says:

NitEz WoRzx

estee says:

LurBe Euuuiz VeRi MuChhIiiiiiEs'

- Melody™(F) always says:

Hahahzxzx

estee says:

MuAckzX WoR zzx

LG life's good.

too bad school's starting, and r papers too.

am quite screwed so better start studying hehe.

please tuition me!!! :D

i was supposed to blog about something lame but i forgot,

my memory is failing me, so i will blog when i remember

possibility probably like 0.0001%? HEHE.

my new year resolution (that was alr broken a few times)

TO NOT DIAO PEOPLE!!

ok next, shall concentrate on studying focus and stop being a slug.

omg la i am SO LAZYYY ( but neh mind my coussinznxzxzs is freaking lazier)

i am so getting all a. jus watch me. HAHAH.kk i better dun bullshit over.

anyways, finish hockey season well hopefully or we can be forever remembered as the batch.

that lost the a division title omg, instant loser ratings.

SPEND MORE TIME WITH NEGLECTED FRIENDS iamsohorridpleasestabmeandpulloutmyintestines kthatissuchasaddisticthoughtshallnotcontinue. ( ze gang crumps etc.)

MAKE SURE SIJING STOPS CHOMPING ON ICE. (help ma dying friend kk)

alrighty.

2008-12-21T00:58:00.002+11:00

THIS HOT BABY IS MINEEEE!!!!!!!!

MINE MINE MINE MINE AND MINEE!!!

omggggg slapppp mmmeeeeee

2008-12-13T05:24:00.002+11:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE SEUNG HYUN!!!!!!! :D:D:D

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL AGGER! heeee.

ntu match tmr,

hevent been blogging for a while but yea. hahaha.

jus realised that my blog is SOOO dead, but i'm too sian to spice it up.

so taa daaa toooeeewwwwww bad.

2008-12-07T03:36:00.001+11:00

I AM GOING FOR THIS I SWEAR OMFGGG.

2008-11-24T06:03:00.000+11:00

and i wish you were here,

2008-11-18T03:13:00.002+11:00

sian, i hate the new shampoo seriously.

recently changed to herbal essence anti-breakage shampoo. because

herbal essence is so smart and changed its packing formula all fuck.

anw, then now my hair keeps getting stuck in the hair dryer!'

and because of the bloody shampoo, its anti break so i cant break my hair out and the hair dryer jus sucks MORe and MORE hair in NABEI!

so. i'm losing hair at the speed of light, anti break SO WORKS OMG. i cant break the knots of my hairrrr screwwwedddd fucked up.

i jus feel that i'm so not ready for j2! seriously, me j2 is jus wrong. too young alr.

hahahhahah.

oh yes yes,

the other day at the medical hall, the uncle was SO FUNNY.

convo in chinese translated;

my mummy: wah uncle! reading newspapers today!

uncle: YA YA did u see!!! OSAMA won!!!

?!?!?!?!!?!?

*uncle points at front page with OBAMA pic*

omggg the uncle is sooo cuteee!!! hahhahaha seriously.

2008-11-17T01:04:00.002+11:00

What Do You Do With a B.A. in English? / It Sucks to Be Me by Robert Lopez & Jeff Marx

HAHAH AVENUE Q. :D

sry mans, sijing the ass hasnt sent the photos.

i want my life back, stop training!! life sucksss.

it sucks to be me,,, it sucks to be mee,,

2008-10-28T02:01:00.000+11:00

i love my grandma,

i hope she suffers less,

i jus hope she's happy.

2008-10-21T02:26:00.002+11:00

my dearest friend here,

got attacked by the the lizard family 3 times today.

ahahhahah wad an eventful lizard day seriously.

for me i dun even need to get attacked uh

the lizard appear i alr freak, he still kena 3 times crawl etc.

(details cannot be provided sry)

so here, now i have my newest lizard friend because he is such a lizard magnet,

whereas i am HOPEFULLY repeling all the lizards to they cant come near me once they sense my wonderful aura hohoho.

2008-10-18T22:24:00.001+11:00

bro " i'm allergic to vege!!! whenever i eat i will spit it all out "
mum " hah, then i'm allergic to u, whenever i see u i just want to beat u "
* * *
my family is so stupid sometimes.

2008-10-18T21:41:00.001+11:00

Got the news today
Doctor said I had to stay
A little bit longer
And I'll be fine
When I thought it'd all been done
When I thought it'd all been said
A little bit longer
And I'll be fine

But you don't know what you got
'Till it's gone
And you don't know what it's like
To feel so low
Every time you smile or laugh you glow
You don't even know
No no
You don't even know

All this time goes by
Still no reason why
A little bit longer
And I'll be fine
Waitin' on a cure
But none of them are sure
A little bit longer
And I'll be fine

But you don't know what you got
'Till it's gone
And you don't know what it's like
To feel so low
And every time you smile or laugh you glow
You don't even know
No no
You don't even know
No no

Two, three, four!

Yeah!
And you don't know what you got
'Till it's gone
And you don't know what it's like
To feel so low
And every time you smile or laugh you glow
You don't even know
No
Yeah
Woah!

[Oooohhh]

So I wait 'till kingdom come
All the highs and lows are gone
A little bit longer
And I'll be fine
I'll be
Fine

A LITTLE BIT LONGER AND I"LL BE FINE (:

2008-10-16T02:25:00.002+11:00

FUCK.
i hate life at present,
stupid bloody fuck like wth.
i dun even feel like going to school anymore,
i jus wanna retire now and be a toilet cleaner or some shit i dun care.
like seriously, fuck i hate life.
am so bloody stressed up and i jus hate it when people bitch so much its so gross.
i swear its such a shame, how can someone actually bitch for like a second and the next go all friendly and hello at the poor victim, i feel so sad for the world x1000
modernisation is bad, see fuck school.

2008-10-07T01:15:00.001+11:00

FUCK PROMOS.
SERIOUSLY.
i study, i fail,
dun study also fail.
so wads the point,
and best of all,
studying = score lower,
KNN. *&^%#$)_(*&^%$

2008-09-27T03:29:00.002+10:00

my brother is a stupid idiot.
he went missing and guess where we found him -.-

seriously, p1. hahah.

shit mans damn sian,
someone please work the ro.
I LOVE YOU.

2008-09-26T00:40:00.001+10:00

HELLO DEAR FWEWNS,
PROMOS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER AND I CAN THINK AGAIN TEEHEE.
i am so so so so happy now that promos are over, no more studying,, for like a week. eee sian.
then after that its like mugging for r papers and then if i promote mid years then prelims and alevels.. if i dont its next year promos and so so so . siannn
and they say life gets better, who u kidding mans.

the day when there is no stress pigs will fly.
hahah (check out wednesday's issue of 'today' newspaper theres an article of pigs flying HAHAH )
coolio poolios.

to our dear suffering pals teehee hang on, (like shitty chin and sssssiiijing who are studying sickle cells HAAHH NOOB)

2008-09-20T03:19:00.001+10:00

돌아보지 말고 떠나가라 또 나를 찾지 말고 살아가라
너를 사랑했기에 후회 없기에 좋았던 기억만 가져가라
그럭저럭 참아볼만해 그럭저럭 견뎌낼만해
넌 그럴수록 행복해야되 하루하루 무뎌져가네 애 애 애.

study hard for promos.
mugger feast, now on!
eeeeyer (cmi).

2008-09-14T01:49:00.005+10:00

I LOVE ABIGAIL JAMIE AND KELLY.

THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY DAY.
GO OUT SOON LOVIES.
abigail is my newest scandal, i like HAH.
jamie, jealous not HAHHAH.

2008-09-06T04:30:00.002+10:00

wads with the neewwwww fashionn statement seriously.
whyy is it that everywhere sells nothing but checkered stuff.

MELODY IS PLAYING FACEBOOK YET AGAIN. DIES.

promos on zeh ways.
prep done like practically 0%. gg.

2008-08-31T04:22:00.003+10:00

the fray [stripped]- hips dont lie.

8?
the same path brings back fond memories.

2008-08-26T00:27:00.004+10:00

whyyy is everyone on emo mode.
okay uh not like i'm very happy with life but please chillax!
being angry and unhappy will shrink u! :D

a little sacrifice for the public good.
an embarrassment -me. WEEEE.

cheer up.
drowning in depression isnt the way to life.
and i know there are many noobs too scared to attempt suicide,
B AHEMF AHEMC AHEM.
ahhahah.
on a lighter note, i got new specs :D

2008-08-18T21:08:00.003+10:00

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It’s Just skins and bones
There’s nothing left to take
No matter what I do I can’t make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’s so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I’ll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I’ll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I’ll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I’ll be there for you

its been so long,
just where are u??? 8

2008-08-18T02:50:00.003+10:00

I MISS THE GANG SO SO MUCH.
AND I MISS CRUMPS LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS.
sometimes i wish we were all back to those crescent days.
although there were olevels we still enjoyed each other's company so much.
meet up soon lovies.
ima enjoy sad no lifeness.

2008-08-16T04:52:00.001+10:00

I LOVE THIS, and i know yujie agrees HAHAH.

2008-08-16T01:07:00.030+10:00

OKAY finally time to blog properly
after like 1month of being a lazybug HAHAH.
SAKAE BUFFET WITH THE CLASS WAS LOVE. 08A13 HAHAH.
we're like one year old only please, so youthful and lovely :D
our birthday jus passed, 13 /08/08 please give us belated birthday gifts like dear mr teo has.
so nice right he gave us like chocolate hahah.
oh anyway here are the photos :D jus a few la huh i have to mug yo.

my gangster friend! he got tattoo eh. HAHAHH

ze a13 gangster hahah, chou nians unite. sighh!!

and of course not forgetting my LOVE DAUGHTRY YO.

OH MY GAWDDDDD negative (??) days alr ah pris!

hahah sighs daughtry soooooo loves us :) jealous bo.

THE TOTAL LOVE, and we so so saw himmm + sang with him omg melts?!?!!

HOT TTM?? I LIKEEE!!!!! ENCOREE.

daughtry aside, school's all well with all rounded entertainment.

abs in the making, hahah actually alr have :D

u see even teachers are so hip, they go tanning eh.

check out ze tan line, hahah censorship is really impt :)

SSEEEEE THE ARMMM!!!

(if u cant see, i think u're blind)

more blind then me!!!!

who is already like totally almost blind because whyyy i just am,

been walking around school like some blind ghost recently

apologies to those that i didnt see, because obviously i really cant see u!

HELLO ECONS TUTORIAL.

ur product :

caming with auntie lin moo yao's com during pw.

hahah we todally outbitched her,

our dear teacher hates us but who cares, hahah.

TOOOOO IRRITATING FER ZE WORLD YOSSXXZXZX.

omgggg did i sayyy she told me "u are SOOOO IRRITATING" like seeeriously.

i think she needs like a mirror to tell herself that.

woots an idea fer teachers day, IF we even bother. (we're too nice so we will )

we have so many aunties in the class hahah, and not forgetting the a13 bimbo.

been playing like 11x11 bingo alot recently, thats how bored we really are.

sad life, no life.

rushing to the canteen has never been so fun.

first chicken cutlets and now we're like obsessed with omeletes.

first the inspiration from ong,

and then everything else follows hahah.

this is like free publicising please

i hope the auntie gives us free omeletes,

eee aunties all over HAAHAHAH.

DEAR KELLY IS SICK. TAKE CARE YO DRINK MORE BARLEY HAHAHAH!!!

EEEYERRR MISS U ALLLLL MEET UP SOON D:

++ where are my overdue photos from that day sighs (HINT HINT ASILAH)

2008-08-10T19:32:00.003+10:00

i LOVE 08a13 ;D
our national day was really retardedly fun.
though i really think that national day at vj is pathetic, we sang like 2 songs, had this fashion parade then end alr. wah damn fast la seriously.
hahah after that went to marina and played arcade + pool.
met abi jamie and asilah :DDDDDDDD UBERRRR LOVE.
weeee so happyyyyyy. and we were so embarrassing sigghs.
poking at the pool table and not at the ball AHHAHAH. we should play more ppooooll!! :D
after that had sakae buffet with teh class.
caused chaos and i think the staff werent that pleased with us, keehee.
absolutely love it, calls for a next class outing hahah.
it was kind of sad we didnt wipe out tho.
bought my bag and ya.

national day! :D
visited my neighbour's new investment THE SAIL.
at the ir area there. the house was like a hotel room, but its like ex ex ex.
too grand for me, but it were free i'll gladly accept the home with open arms HHAAH.
i had prata (that i've been craving for for one month sighs)
and the prata wasnt exactly delicious hhahah think we got the wrong jalan kayu stallLOL.
watched the love guru OH MY ITS FUNNY SHITTT.
i predict horny people like jessleen(esp)+ gang will kiss mike myers after that HAHAH.
laughed until i have abs, okay i alr do :)
HAHAH then went to changi to chill and guess who i saw on the bus.
MR KHOOOOOO ( i thiink) my history teacher weeee. eeeyer i was hiding behind the seats so he wont notice me hahahah.
oh yes yes and i cant wear contacts for 2 weeks because my eye got some dry cornea cells thing.
if i wear i think i go blind, and i cant do sports. wah best.
and this week is like last week for hockey, meaning i can break alr for promo exams eeeyer time to mug i mugger sia.
ah yes and i cant see, let me continue.
changi airport so we were walking around right, then i was jus looking at random people ( squinting because i cant see) then i think i stared right into my cousin but i cant see so i duno!!!!
and because i stared right at him he;s BOUND to confirm notice me, hahahah so i just pray and hope that it wasnt him i saw but like his other evil twin or my eyes are just really going blind already ,wad am i talking about??! hahah
and i spent 30 dollars cabbing, ultra bitter sour about it.
and will my mum please get over her pms i swear she;s nuts la fuck.
Gee
yoU
aRe
yoU!
guru! hhahahha okay lame.
B.asic
I.nstructions
B.efore
L.eaving
E.arth
TZE LOVE GURU OMG FUNNYY!Y!YY!Y!Y! seeeerrriirrroussly.
eieio!!

eee mug time. (rootbeer+study AHAHHAHAH MUG)
walau i give myself : L

2008-07-31T01:14:00.002+10:00

just so u know
life's been ultra super duper uber sianssss.
i am
sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian.
(specially for jessleen, HAHAH SEE I CAN SQUEEZE SO MANY SIANS.) oh my us and being sian jus never changes, where are my sian pals.

2008-07-26T03:55:00.002+10:00

its either my tolerance level has really decreased or i'm jus really really easily irritated these few days.
i think its the weather.
its been a long time since i blogged, guess i never ever have the mood to these few days.
sianness is setting in yet again, and i truely miss my dear sian friends our there who are sianning their lives away alone,
miss those days in crescent where we complained everyday being sian, and us jus being slackers non stop even during olevel period we could still joke around when teachers were so kancheong they were jumping on our heads.
hahah was discussing this issue the other day and me sijing and yujie have concluded that ever since entering jc our social circle has totally shrank to the 3 of us.
eeeyer we are sad lifezxzzxz. failures unite.

like seriously, grades sucks, and jus cant find the inner motivation to study.
maybe this calls for another adam khoo crying session hahaha.
at this rate i think i am gonna retain (choi choi choi, slaps self touch wood)
and i think maybe its time i pack up my room and move on with life.
my room is like a dumpster, theres this whole chunk of stuff lying everywhere.

oh yes, and my mum has introduced a new device into my room, permanently put at my bedside.
its this water spray, she thinks its very super necessary to use and wake me up because i'm always refusing to wake up. hahah
but like the tiny spray will make a difference, hahhah the most wet the bedsheet and my face and i'll continue sleeping only WHUTTTT.
nothing beats my sweet dreams :D
eeeyer i sound like a damn pig,

i feel like getting a bag, shopping trips have got to be put on hiatus,
all the fault of upcoming promos in 8weeks.
not like i'm panicing but at least i'm more concerned, then even olevels believe it.
i think i slack too much for my own good, time to buck up and pick up the pace of studying non stop. how unattractive.

update: my hard drive is still spoilt :(
another month or so to bear without music!?!!? and hopelessly without any files.
my com is now only functioning on newly downloaded stuff and webcam.
melody's life is a joke.

2008-07-20T16:42:00.002+10:00

BATMAN IS SUPER DUPER LOVE :D
hot hot hot stuff, and heath ledger was really disturbingly awesome.
omg, i wont mind watching it another 3 times pls.

right now, theres loads of studying to be done,
promos countdown officially 9 weeks :O
and studying, is like 1% done, econs totally blank goodness.
well i should stop crapping now then, time to study :(
at least my homework plan is working, i'm doing all my homework k.
seriously, haha wow wow.
alright.

2008-07-16T23:44:00.001+10:00

thank you all for being so nice and making me feel a gazillion times much better (:
love love love thank you ! (:

grades: c d e s u u.
so wonderful i'm suspended. (y)

2008-07-13T23:39:00.000+10:00

2008-07-09T01:07:00.001+10:00

ANYBODY"S SINGTEL PLAN EXPIRED ALR AND DOESNT WANNA GET A NEW PHONE PLEASE TELL ME ASAP!!!!!!!
OR ANYONE WHO WANNA GIVE ME FREE DAUGHTRY TICKETS ALSO CAN :D

2008-07-04T02:12:00.006+10:00

THIS WAS YESTERDAY YESTERDAY WHENN WHENN!!

the stewpid bus broke down in the middle of the high way, dies.
alr no aircon and i was like practically dying and it decides to TOTALLY DIE.
like seriously the nxt bus was 28 min later and it caught up to us,
plus it was only like from school to changi, 15 min ride? that was exactly how bad it was.
omg, the luck.
monday with manda! at haji lane! TEEHEE

that place has totally the nicest stuff (i love.)
and the pricing is really stunning.
but LOVE IT omg, tadally shopping and we spent only 50c each (beside the ones on food hahah)
will get my bangle!!!!!!! one day,
omg loveee and the sasha bear museum is really DA BOMB.
i love love love those bears we were so happy! hahah.
i swear i will fly with one of those TEDDY BEARS.
our 50c(each) well spent, for the rest of the class to relive childhood days.
our dear childish friends were having the time of their life playiing with plastic HAHHAH.

and heeewweee's plastic balloons are jus enormous?!

i swear i cant even blow a freaking tiny one, i'll like suck up all the plastic and die of lack of oxygen.

hockey today, ultimately tired.

besides the point, school's quite sian, AH SIAN JI BUA.

2008-06-29T23:49:00.008+10:00

went out with asilah !!! HOHOHO.
and STILL forgot to bring the stuff to pass her, sighs.
watched dont mess with the zohan. it was... TERRIBLE!
hahah okay la not that bad but it has like really twisted humour seeriously.
and we spotted this man with a brainfreeze head HAHAH.
and he has the wierdest shoes ever!! (it was like pointed and cowboyish and like totally sth i doubt anyone will wear in their entire life, plus the top thing was like metal and !!! HAHAH )
- slaps self.
went to starbucks because the gloria jeans at cine was like a baking oven i swear. the outside air was like the aircon can, how ironic.
WEEE. and that stewpid girl was jus laughing at me and the mat, sighs.

WE SHOULD GO OUT SOON YO. WE HAVE NO LIFE!!! HAHAHAHAH!!
and this is before chinese oral. damn!

we are so damn prepared hahah, my beloved bfc-sapa. HAHAH.

finally i find a usage for my motorola? teehee.

chinese alevel oral was a disaster. but oh wells, i hoped i smiled enough at the examiners.

had clique outing finally!!!! (MORE SOON) TEEHEE.

and we ate at pastamania hehe.

plus we all got cutesy watches.

and look at who we spotted!

"i am not what i am" HAHAH FUNNY SHIT.

so wad are u? ohman, totally bitchy/flirty/childish HAHAH.

-slaps self continuously.

so retarded la i swear our outing was really quite a joke.

oh wells but love love.

finally exams are over! (i never felt like it even started)

so yea, tadaaah results tmr.

PLEASE just let me do well VERY WELL for maths :)

and theres SPAIN TONIGHT, ITS SPAIN DUH!H!

uefa euro champions definitely :D

germany aint bad too, podolski and lahm's good manzxzxzzxx.

but of course, nothing beats torres :D

2008-06-25T02:24:00.012+10:00

kelly sent me the photos from the other day teehee.
while abi was bombing we were taking gazillion pictures hah.

evidence of jessleen trying to rape my poor friend eeeyer, horrible kidxzxzxx.

hahh,
taking photos inside the neoprint machine which is so ex we could only afford one time hahah. photos are cheaper and better yeah.
the ah lians outside the machine were probably cursing us to death coz we were pretending to use the machine + unneccessary screaming hoho.

lovely, i have a paper like in lets see 7 hrs.

maths and lit and i'm done yo!

omg and i walked out of econs today :D feels like i'm noob shit.

all the papers are shitty! and i dun have my slacker gang oh mans,

hurhur, before the econs paper today ong and manda went crazy.

then we started taking "i survived econs" and "US before econs, tired..." shots HAHAH.

omg, plus the teacher who invigilated us today was the one who took self obsessed photos of herself during history yesterday HAHAH.

she zi pai then giggled to herself zomg,

seeing her face jus makes me wanna laugh. i bet she'll think i'm crazy if i have this sudden outburst in the middle of an exam, = probably getting a zero too.

oh wells. self entertainment aside, mugging now!

and i slept a total of lets see 8 hrs for the past 3 nights (y)*thumbs up

horrifying permanent eyebags are here to stay woots.

2008-06-22T17:15:00.002+10:00

TEEHEE.
omg study time D:

2008-06-21T23:45:00.005+10:00

i cant believe france is out or uefaeuro. i'm pissed shit.
but anyways not like they played stunningly well against italy.
rooting fer my torressss spain, portugal, and holland! HOHO.
and oh my tian portugal lost to germany 3-2 great depression.

see, even samir nasri uses my thumb, cool shittttxxzxzxzxzx.

and check out my stylo milo benzema with the earphones, heh.
oh man, please let the epl transfer market be good!
eee omg theres italy vs spain tmr night, how to sleep well for history on monday :D

yesterday was the best day ever ever because we finally took a neoprint HAHAHH.
met kelly and jamie and abigail and jessleennnn! weee :D
happiness is going out together again and crapping,
and pepper lunching hahah. + collecting certs.
ah im happy :D
and i got an adidas pen because mr seet gave it to me HEH!
then rush down to meet the fuming sijing and fauzan at roxy square teehee.
party at chester's :D
mahjong and i totally would have won $$$$ if we played with cash heh.
then took the bus to airport and i missed the 858 because why, my bladder was bursting hahah.
toileting far more important then anything.
reached home late and i had to climb the gatee hurhur,
thank god my mum was asleep alr or she would so chop me dead.

now its time for mugging. eeeew.
and i fell asleep reading history jus now sighs, this is a joke man,
i have mid years like monday?!
i'm like a permanent member of the failures club :D

2008-06-20T01:32:00.004+10:00

i really still do miss u.

2008-06-18T01:04:00.008+10:00

YESTERDAY WAS THE BEST DAY EVER BECAUSE I GOT TO MEET 4S2! :D
hahahah goody goody, slv in the morning was really quite bad coz i had like 4 hrs of sleep DAMN! plus it was freaking at god knows where so + travelling time = wake up earlier.
went to teach these kids tution, really was quite bad.
i think the kid i was teaching is kind of smarter than i am D:
like the assesment book she was doing was horrendous. i swear she can easily pass olevels.
the things that they learn nowadays! we are outdated!
and i felt so bad coz half of the time i was peeping at the answers and then try and teach her bleh.

ong's tution kid = the cutest kid ever omg.

look at them terrorising the poor girl.

(spot my tution kid at the back hahah) and hanwei was trying to not burst out laughing coz the girl was trying to tickle her from the back HAHAH omg funny shittt.

:DDD it wasnt that bad but really i would rather have a slv that doesnt require me to work my brains that early in the morning.
then after we went to singpost for lunch + studying.(duno whos great idea also coz no one wants to admit hahah)
they ate at delifrance, me and manda dabao-ed lj and got scolded bleh.
xurong was so jealous of our food he was trying all desperate attempts to pick some fries + FRIED STUFF hahah. that poor kid must be really hungry.

his food which is really pathetic for $11, double the price of ours and half the satisfaction :)
check out the face, totally tells it all. HAHH.

studied at delifrance until like 6 plus before leaving.
is was freeeezing and i kept being tempted to get more food, oh wells.
then after its the bbq!!! so darn far pit64 omg,

clique gathering again this friday + collect cert CANT WAIT :D
we left earlier to walk to macs which is like i swear 10km omg.
totally muscle cramps today i bet hahah, lucky i'm fit :D
sat at macs and chatted for like damn long + the journey there too.
had a good laugh(finally) , really missed u all like crap la :D so happy.

today is studying day, boring like hell hahah, studied at anchorpoint with wati and yujie.
and i really didnt realise i ate so much until wati pointed out in shock hahah,
oh wells, shitty mans, time to stop the eating and diet! :D heh.

2008-06-15T15:18:00.003+10:00

my brother: dinner+supper = diaper
primary 1 kids nowadays, the stuff they talk about - -'

i am so pissed
1.my stewpid external hard drive refuses to work.
maybe its hinting at me to start studying and stop trying to play songs :D
next thing i know, this com's gonna crash on me yo (slaps self+ touch wood)
2. i'm going broke and its father's day my dad demands an expensive dinner in which me and my sister are like the atm,
lets hope my sis's nice enough to loan me cash first, that brat is freaking loaded and i'm like totally opposite.
3.DOSED OFF WATCHING SOCCER OMF!
first half was relatively fine because i was chomping down my maggi mee teehee and fernando torres scored :D
second half started, they subbed xavi out (LIKE?!??) okay nvm that then it got quite boring so i decided to like lie down to watch ,
i didnt even know i fell asleep la! i dreamt i was watching soccer (I SWEAR) so i thought i was watching but i was sleeping, and then i woke up (like this sudden jump up) and to my horror, omg i see them shaking hands and then the stadium and commercial. - -'
i was totally like o.o??! omgggg spain2 sweden1 and i missed villa's lovely shot.
life's a bitch.
4. i have yet to finish studying exams are next next week chinese oral the following i am so screwed up not prepared at all i hate exams!(said in one breath)
5. I AM PISSED. conclusion.

there u have it, a lovely day by the looks of it :D
ew.

2008-06-15T00:20:00.002+10:00

SPAIN PLAYS SWEDEN TONIGHT,
(studying mood has officially been buried)

last week of holidays and my studying is like 1/10 done only, so screwed up.
exams are really gonna be a BLAST, and i also got so many things undone for the holiday!

LIST UNDONE:
meeting ups : leelee, 132gang, tution people, seoul garden trip, melissagoh, cs, the gang!, crumps.
studying: all subjects actually.
learning to solve the rubrix cube thing (i havent even found time to buy one since i cant find my other)
sorting out my drawer of rubbish and packing my room
reading great ex (still in the wrapper :O shocking)
packing my wardrobe + organising
organise my external hard drive and songs
GET A NEW STICK + REGRIP MY MAZON (OMG SLAP ESTEE!! WHERE IS SHE?!?! :D)
make sure time difference doesnt clash and work out proper timings and have a proper good feel better talk with b
have enough sleep to unswell those eyebags

basically, i need another holiday. my holiday so wasnt a holiday, it was like a long weekend only.
purlease laa i need like a holiday and no exams my life would be so much better.
oh wells, how much i complain also useless so i should jus like shuddap and try to complete those stuff.

HAHAH i think my list looks better then this person's HEHEH
GOALS
study hard and use time appropriately:getting there, slowly
be a nice person:always (OMG?? I DID NOT JUS READ THIS??)
spend at least 5 hours studying during weekends if stayed at school:not looking so well
have a shower every morning:no difficulty at all
be more socialise:just no my style
dont lie:very hard not to
8 hahah stupid person :)
i hope u're happier,
imissssssiiiiyyeeewwww like hell :(

That made you smile
That made you laugh
Even if it makes you happier than you have ever been,
That was your world
Your perfect girl, me
Nothing about me has changed
That's why I'm here wondering

2008-06-14T03:22:00.009+10:00

HUGE achievement, like went to school at 830 for chinese today totally HEH.
me and manda got freaking lost early in the morning so we're late hurhur. but still, :)
better late then never righttttt.
hhahahah that aside, slugged through a sleepish morning.
then had crapping session with manda till like 2 plus, retarded girl! HEH. plus the best breakfast we can ever have = macs. HOHOHO.
relatively productive studying, then ate at fish and co.
DUBAI GATHERING!

^ evidence of fauzan eating our food greedily,
group photo. (check out man the big boss with folded arms hahah)

watched harold and kumar hahah damn funny but we dosed off.
then we had this short trip to t3! (where fauzan officially owes me a drink for betting on plants)

and the retarded thing is that MY BELOVED FIFA is like IN the terminal meaning i must be travelling to buy the fifa stuff, so u think u very exclusive la, whutevers yo. adidas and nike are like total ownage?

anyways i took the 858 bus home and because it was really dark i missed my stop like totally,
then i noticed the yishun pond (which is far over my stop and i was still on the bus) so i panicked and jus cheonged off the bus.
my dad's so nice coz he didnt complain about the increase in price of oil and still came to fetch me from that ulu bus stop :D (i wanted to take bus back from opposite but he said he'll come pick me up HEH!)
oh yes, and then on the car he practically laughed at me all the way home - -'
then he asked " EH u know that place so dark, the forest got alot of things happen u dare to stop there ah AHAHAHHA!!! (he burst out laughing, then i was like ??) "
he continued " then u not bad ah, wanna cross opposite and take bus back, the opposite bus stop is haunted!!! HAHAH!! U NOT SCARED AH!! HAHAH!"
oh my fuck? >:O (Stuns for the rest of the way home)
my dad's the best la, still come and tell me this kind of stuff, i'm too freaked to sleep.
and he probably laughed so hard at me he'll get a nightmare sighs.

okay i have to sleep now before my eyes like give way and i become semi blinded.

2008-06-13T03:12:00.002+10:00

EVIDENCE WHY LEE LEE SUCKS BIG TIME.

Tim Burton's Tragic Toys for Boys and Girls. says:
im screwed for mid yrs
Tim Burton's Tragic Toys for Boys and Girls. says:
HAHHAHAHAH
- melody ♥ says:
tell me about it
Tim Burton's Tragic Toys for Boys and Girls. says:
U STILL HAVE CLASSES
Tim Burton's Tragic Toys for Boys and Girls. says:
LOL WTF MAN

Tim Burton's Tragic Toys for Boys and Girls. says:
HAHHAHAHAHA
Tim Burton's Tragic Toys for Boys and Girls. says:
gd luck wif chinese. im not there for u anymore
Tim Burton's Tragic Toys for Boys and Girls. says:
:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAURA AND CELESTE!!!! :D
LOVE LOVE LOVE! okay i need to sleep.
" STILL HAVE CLASSES" like tmr at 830 piss off?!
and omg croatia is leading germany 1-0 sad life. wads wrong with the germs today.
and my beloved quaresma flicked in a nice goal yesterdayy happiness all in the greatness of great people ahhah. (like torres and quaresma)

2008-06-10T23:01:00.004+10:00

I MISS MY DUBAI SLACK LIFE!!! (check out the insect shades)

plus my room mate HAHAH, ( i think sijing's more than happy to finally not have me to slap me awake every morning hurhur)

went out with the cressies hockers today hahah. bowling and food like finally.
really fun to finally be able to hang out with them again, they never fail to make me happier!
and i LOVE love quiksilver to death, one step inside and i wanna rob the shop.
bought a backpack, wanted to impulse on like many other stuff but the empty wallet made me think heh.
so yup i refrained from yet another impulse shopping trip hoho.

theres soccer tonight, my beloved torres better be fielded. or else i'll be so pissed!
and spain will win tonightttttttt because i say so :) the overwhelming talents dont need an explanation.
and i'm still not over portugal not playing quaresma. ultimate mistake HAH see thats whyyyy more goals didnt come. sigh sigh sigh.

oh yes, and U18 has ended, such a short season of like lets see 3 games??
lost to csc yet AGAIN. penalty flicks and it sucks, but wad matters most is that we played well and we still have each other HEH.
i should study now, i have like NO time realleh.
did i ever say that the studying is really getting to me, i get so tired after studying i can really DOSE OFF watching soccer and miami ink.
like hello that has NEVER happened before yo! oh my,
plus my tap nose is jus killing me again, stay away from me flu!

2008-06-07T14:23:00.004+10:00

LOVE LOVE LOVE MIAMI INK.
its like the bestest show ever,
if i ever ever get a tattoo i'll only let these guys do it, totally.

ami james designed v3 motorazrs,
i'll probably be more patient with mine if ami james had designed it hahah.
but for now, im getting pissed off at that bloody phone every other second coz it hangs like nobody's business and lags like some crap.
LOVE LOVE MIAMI INK!!! hahahh.
oh man i should be like studying, the internet is really bad distraction.
match cancelled! its a sign! hahah.
though theres still premier and the saucony thing but oh wells,
time to study study study.

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really loved you I'm gonna smile cos I deserve to
It'll all get better in time;

2008-06-06T14:29:00.002+10:00

omg shits? my phone is being wierd yet again.(i changed back to the nokia one)
after 5 years, finally it decides to spoil, sighs. i guess it finally couldnt withstand my violent treatment.
so ya, for now im learning the art of patience with this shitty motorola.
coz life's like shit, and i couldnt receive like a bunch of messages!hurhur (sorry to those whom i didnt reply probably coz i really really i swear didnt get ur message)

studying is becoming like some disgusting chore that i have to do everyday.
plus history is like totally sleep inducing it jus puts my eyes to sleep.
played against csc and lost 2-1,sucks.
my whole holiday is so hockey filled yet again, lets hope the seasons make space so i can at least go out and study or like catch up with those palsies :(
3 days back from dubai alr, and i still do miss the slack life. (like DUH?!)
precisely my point, this weekend is gonna be totally exhausting with like 3 games and some saucony marathon cip thing. woots,
okay i'm going out now, to get my backpack (and a bottle if one comes around) :D

Coz if u dont dream big whats the use of dreaming.
If u dont have faith theres nothing worth believing.
It takes one look to make the stars worth reaching for.
So reach out, for something more.

2008-06-05T00:59:00.043+10:00

BACK FROM DUBAI FRIENDS!!! :D
totally love the place,besides the burning sun.
i wished we spent more time there, more time to slack heheh.
but now we're back so its back to business, studying, sighs.
ANW,
totally loved the finals day to bits. we climbed the roof(omg hell would i NEVER ever wanna go up there ever again, its like life threathening.) the stars were the best :) probably an east side thing. HEH.

and not forgetting BDIV06. the team i love the mostest, bestest season ever.
hockey actually do change people :)
and the northland game we played, still totally felt like yesterday.

BOTH bdivs and the first adiv i've ever played, i dun think those are things i'll be forgetting in a long time and many years to come.

moving on, LOVELY DUBAI! :D
the nice people who came to see us off to dubai! ( probably a way so that they can get us to buy stuff back from dubai for them, HEH kidding!)

THE WHOLE DUBAI GROUP.

AT the university where we saw like 98773420394 celebrity faces :D
see whut i mean, and the students serrriously have patience, jus look at the work omg.

the day where we soak up the sun walking the whole day, and i survived :D
dubai souks. the start of all shopping HEH. and the boat ride.
sighs, we were like 15 minutes late because we were really lost and i doubt anyone believes us coz we are ALWAYS late. and the shitty group is freaking punctual i can die.

"HAPPY IN DUBAI" HAHAH.

meet my boss, manvinder HAHHAH.

and fyi, this is the grossest dinner, its like plates of green.
+++ we eat like leaves,
i bet lee'll be happier if there were grass.(then i can like kop some back to singapore)

FULL OF SHIT.

and skii-ing,
dubai is like freezing and burning, omg so ironic.
AND DENNIS WAS SO FUNNY OMG.
first he wore his boots and was walking around with the strap still together at the back, he didnt realise and was still going on about his boots making his movements so restricted HAHAH. episode1 of laughing over, then after that someone pointed out he wore the boots on the wrong side!!! HAHAHAHAH!!!!(^%!&*&)(@_@^$*!&#)(!!

and u know wad, i didnt think we looked that bad in the scarf aw. HEH.

DUBAI IS CRAZY, look at their plans. its like sth we can only dream about, love it.
cant wait to see it when its all done up! oh man, i have like an apartment ready for me to stay ina t the palm alr ;D THE LIFE.

the waiter from dome that escaped and joined our tour HAHAH kidding!

at the airport where the missing fauzan yinling and sijing almost didnt make it back to singapore. sighs, the hard core shoppers even at the airport!!!?! hahaha. we were so early we could even take pictures yo,

and lastlyy, the people that made my whole dubai trip worthwhile and enjoyable :)

totally loved the trip, the shopping, the nights at the hotel where i laughed until i have abs.
simply everything :)
above all, i loved the company and the experience.
dubai gathering soon, clique outing soon, everything soon :D

right now, its back to mugging for mid years, i jus wanna pass as many.
anyone wanna go out and study jus tell me k, i'll be most willing :)
need as much help as i can get to catch up, omg 6 months in vj and wad have i learnt?!??!

2008-05-26T04:47:00.003+10:00

it has been an eventful week and i have no time to blog all about it, not now.
leaving for dubai in like less then 24hrs and i havent packed yet!! panic attack.
well at least i have a new wallet :D happiness.
VJC HOCKEY GIRLS ADIV 08.
WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS. omg taste the gold yo.

I LOVE IT, LOVE THEM.

will be gone till like 3rd june then hopefully i'll blog then, with news from dubai too!
(if i dun burn to death there that is)
I HOPE EVERYONE MISSES ME TO DEATH HOHO.

2008-05-22T01:22:00.002+10:00

WE CAN,WE WILL AND WE MUST.
ALL TO GAIN,NOTHING TO LOSE.
VJC HOCKEY LETS GO! :D

2008-05-21T01:49:00.002+10:00

so totally annoyingly fucking pissed off right now.
maybe i should ro again, stupid lee is irritatingly tempting me to play tmd.
----------------------------- PISSSSSEEEEEDDDDDD F F FF FF !U@(*$)#(*%
just go to hell man, slap myself wtf.
wwwwhhhhyyyyy.
this is called hao xin mei hao bao. being nice never pays la.
its just another name for being called a sai-gang warrior.
PISSEDDEOIDOEIUDO i'm gonna sleep.

2008-05-19T04:06:00.002+10:00

I wonder through fiction to look for the truth
Buried beneath all the lies
And I stood at a distance
To feel who you are
Hiding myself in your eyes

And hold on before it's too late
Until we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

And the risk that might break you
Is the one that would save
A life you don't live is still lost
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real til it's gone

Hold on before its too late
Until we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

So live like you mean it
Love til you feel it
It's all that we need in our lives
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real til it's gone

Hold on before its too late
Until we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

Hold on before its too late
Until we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

It's all that we need in our lives
It's all that I need in my life

Before its too late - Goo Goo Dolls.

we won jansenites 3-0 today, a miracle i must say :D
funeral matters keeping me really quite busy.
and im really so exhausted from continuous days of hockeying.
though i love it, sometimes an over dosage makes me hate it.
its really quite late, and i'm having a little of the back ache, wonder why.

2008-05-17T16:36:00.002+10:00

semifinals against mi, we won 2-0.
though i felt we werent on fire, not yet, just watch us.
meeting sa in the finals on thursday 3pm delta. its a really scary feeling.
the past two times we made it into the finals bdiv06 07, we really wanted it so so bad, once we were through we just cried and cried.
maybe its because we were the underdogs, and nobody ever expected us to play and hold that well.
but u see, WE all wanted it thats why WE made it.
WE fought hard all together. twice to the finals, i love my team (:
this time with the vjc hockey girls, a different feeling altogether.
please let us play our game,
it'll be the first major thing i've ever won first for.
and i really do want that to happen.

cheer up hockey guys! its not over yet, one more match to fight for! (:
friendly today burning under the sun rays, and my tanline becoming more and more prominent with each and every remaining training. i so need whitening cream.

for the past 16 years of my life(minus when i cant talk etc.)
every single one of my birthday wishes were the same:
that everyone around me stays happy always!
but so many things have happened lately, i'm starting to think that maybe, just maybe, its time for a change.
i missed my grandfather's death anniversary and i'm really quite sad about it.
time really flies, its been 2 years already. this year his 3rd year anniversary,
i regret, because i never got to see my grandfather before he died.
he's been in malaysia camping for a year before he died, then he came back for chinese new year, but i missed seeing him because of family politics.
then, unfortunately, he got knocked down by a speeding cab ):
i remember so very clearly it was during the common test period, and i was having like my very last paper. wasnt allowed to visit him in the hospital because of over crowding and i had to study.
a grave mistake on my part, if i had insisted, i would have gotten the chance to say goodbye.
the day after, it was already the funeral.
feels like shit everytime i go and pray, burn him some stuff.
he took care of me for like 4 years of my fucking life and i didnt even say goodbye, let alone thank him.wtf is wrong with me seriously.
i really do miss that old man,his scary presence with his tattoo filled body.
i swear to u, that i'll make up for it )':

2 days ago, my father's godfather passed away.
though i never really knew him, he's always been the warm caring figure that gives out nice gummies during the cny,
really hilarious old man whose so understanding in everyway he makes the best out of ur complaints and jus makes u laugh at urself for being retarded complaining.
he was still healthy and looking good the last time we visited him during cny, saying with the same broad smile that he'll see us soon, probably next year cny again.
sadly, next year it will be a different story.
i learnt he lost to lung cancer, and it was really quick, 3 months ?
i duno wad to feel, to be happy he didnt have to suffer, or to be sad coz i'll never ever see him again or hear him, ):
with finals coming, im really stressing out.
i have to go for the wake now, )':

2008-05-15T01:42:00.002+10:00

even archuleta's singing our song.
its a sign, we will and we MUST play well tmr.
i am so so so stressed, semifinals.
bring it on.

2008-05-14T02:17:00.004+10:00

sigh sigh sigh.
KEEP BELIEVING,
CAUSE EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
i'd do whatever it takes, to turn this around.
my life totally sucks.
:(

2008-05-12T02:10:00.002+10:00

HAPPINESS,
is when i can stop pulling out my hair and do my lit review (pw) with much ease.
because i have the research materials i need and i can do them cause i have references to refer to, i'm so so happy! :)
thank you helpful people around the world! :D
and GUILT,
is when i'm not going for the choir concert when i alr promised ong(and philip), i feel terrible.
plus everyone else,
sorry! i will so make it up to u all :(
SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY :(

so tmr its gonna be weizhen's bbq for us, please let us get a hat before the party.

2008-05-11T18:19:00.002+10:00

thursday! we beat njc 1-0, qualifying for semi finals on the 15/4.
most probably meeting mi.
nj wasnt a very good game, felt like my nervousness got the better of me, as usual.
and getting hit sure isnt a nice feeling, jus that a bruise isnt appearing, its turning red(which is kind of wierd).
friday, watched the guy's match against acsib.
should jus totally fire the umpire yo. i think even i umpire better?!?
thank god for the netting at ccab, or i think we would have all bounced onto the pitch to stab him seriously like wtf is his problem.
that aside,really felt so sad for the hockey guys.
but yea, the episode's over, the umpire will SOOOO be fired.
cheer up =D u all can definitely pull through!
saturday totally burned in hell.
spent like 3hrs plus plus waiting at the fucking ica for a bloody ugly passport, and plus i had to lie to get it or else i think we would have totally waited for like 10 hrs. wad a joke.
i swear they should look into the system, and all those kiasu complaining singaporeans should jus tape themselves in maskingtape and quit complaining. SO PISSED.
but anyways, did a little shopping! quite pleased with my buys, just that omg, i spent like $46 on a top?!! self stabs. totally overpriced but, love it (:
surprisingly i didnt impulse buy hahah. sighs. so shopping deprived.
SHOPPING AGAIN SOON OMG, SHOPPING ANYONE!

adiv is almost ending, depressing.
i hope this season will be really memorable.
remembering bdiv 06 when we beat northland, it really really still feels like yesterday.
i dun think i've ever been so happy in my whole entire 16 years of retarded life.
sighs, its time to probably start clearing some of those overdue hw, (snores).

"if i believe that u can do it, why wont u believe in urself?"

2008-05-07T01:39:00.004+10:00

"When I look into your sad eyes
It makes me feel for you
'cause I don't see the light
That was always shining through

Keep believing, baby
'cause everything happens for a reason
And though tonight tears fill your eyes
Don't stop dreamin' girl
I'll be right here to lean on
You're gonna make it through
I wanna see you
Keep believin'

Has anybody ever told you
How beautiful you truly are
How just one smile from you
Can open up any heart
You deserve that too"

2008-05-05T00:18:00.024+10:00

havent blogged for awhile!
sports day :
so sorry omg, i will try and grow taller/make my legs move faster.
sighs, short legs :`(
had to run 4x400 for lynx, and 4x100 for hockey!
i never knew those cheater power gel things tasted so nice.
chinnY! and joan's phone ahhah,
"JUST SMILE SWEETLY AT THE CAMERA OKAY" omg, why did we take this shot - -;

this is team work :

(see the gradient)

spot THE extra!

love them all! vj hockey 08 =)

sports day was a blast, after that went to eat at ajisen with sheng hw and sj.
somehow or another we always end up talking hockey hahah, funny eh.
sigh sigh sigh! seeing all those town shops jus hint SHOPPING!

LABOUR DAY.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELIX!!!!!!

CRUMPS =TOTAL LOVE + SINGAPORE FLYER <3
i must say, its damn ex!!? half an hr for $30, i must be insane.
go out soon friends!(oh my, may we not end up like those 4 women HUR)
tourists to the singapore flyer!

oh man, i tip toe still so short, stabs self.
abigail says she looks like my mother,???! i look young ah :D

going crazy:

VIEW FROM ABOVE HEH.

CRUMPS.
LOVE U ALL TO BITS.

pictures from asilah have yet to come in HUR!!!
next time, :)

friday,,, escaped and watched iron man with yujie :D
omg and i got conned into donating $10 for charity :(
because of good karma i promised i had to do it FOR SEASON AGAIN!
(REMIND ME!!!??? i think for both bdivs i spent like 50 just for good karma sighs!)
better be worth my money! and i better stop complaining or else it'll sound so forced, and forced donations dont get good karma. touch woood!
went to rot at sijing's house hahah, oh man i'm so sorry i came to disturb u!
training at ccab, dinner at adam road.
HAPPY BIRTTHDAY JIALING!!!!!!
SAME TASTE GIRL AHAHAH! :DDD LOVE!

saturday: passport making session with sijing!
who totally wanted to stab the auntie for making her put her hair behind her ears AHAH, i was jus dying of laughter, and i so look like a convict in my passport, sighs.
NO ONE IS GONNA SEE IT YO.
totally rotted at citylink area + WE MUST GO SHOPPING LIKE SOON!???!!
dance concert:

it wasnt that bad, just that paying $10 to go back on a saturday night is so diao.
oh wells, its not like everyday u can watch a dance concert.
ate with annabelle and sijing!!! and i had to walk the scary way to the mrt myself HUR!

sunday ... ..
crescent fund raising shirts are in, $15 each in BLUE AND WHITE (2 colours)
PLEASE BUY FROM ME, I"LL BE SO GRATEFUL. <3!
out.

2008-04-30T01:58:00.002+10:00

my blog is SO boring that my eyes are closing when i read it,
bleh lousy content, i fail in life. ahhah.

some boybands just never ever grow up.
HAHAH.

maybe my pw should consider changing topics to modernisation of music AHHAH.
HAHAH WESTLIFE HAHAHH!!

2008-04-30T01:48:00.002+10:00

against tj, we played better.
though theres always still room for improvement at least we're starting to show wad we're about yo!
feel like stabbing myself for all those wasted chances CI!!!!
the sun has been terribly near us lately, temp are going as high as 36 yikes.
which reminds me that i'll probably bbq in dubai.
no amount of sunblock seems to be helping my tanline, sighs.
theres this trip to thailand to help tsunami victims build houses, so tempted to go. its 10 to 15 june and it can be included in the top 3 achievements how cool is that peeps.
lets just all sign up, at least we can have sth on the list right.
(or else i think my achievements are gonna be repeated and boring to stare at)
today is ben and jerry's free cone day!
and i'm still wondering why WHYYY i didnt run into anyone of those fat pigs.
i'm quite sure they'll die die also want free ice cream.
i think estee, or someone commented that i need to get blood donations.
coz i fall too much = lose too much blood. - -; no comments friend.

and my motorola phone is now downgraded to my 2nd phone and i'm using my nokia 6220 again!
love it, at least it doesnt hang on me. the motorola is like absorbing my patience.
life sucks hate pw! and season jus makes me so lazy.
i swear my eyes are like @@ almost all of the time.

and to add, look at the movie theatres flooding with good movies to spend money on, sigh.
HOHOＩCAUGHTＡLEAFＴＯＤＡＹ．
(and i hate the com because it keeps switching lang from eng to chi to korean)

OH OH YES YES, HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHILIP!!
and ong, CHEER UP YES AHHAH (: